what we all need to know about our critics — #TellHisStory

February 16, 2016 | 55 comments

I don’t remember what the news was that day, exactly, but I know I was writing about Bill Clinton, and it was my first day of work for The Des Moines Register.

My story landed on the front page. It was tucked in the lower righthand corner — “below the fold,” as they say — but still: Front page, baby.

I sat down at my desk in the newsroom, and held that paper to my chest like newsprint and I were one. My inner Woodward and my inner Bernstein elbowed each other over my awesomeness. I may have nearly passed out from all the happy.

And then my desk phone rang.

It was a journalism professor who was, at once, the most beloved and most feared professor in our little corner of the world. She was larger-than-life and she was iconic and she was a fierce defender of the English language.

And now she was on the phone.

I wasn’t sure whether to be thrilled or terrified.

“Msssss Dukes …” she said, drawing out my name, then exhaling all her breath into a dramatic pause. I wound the spiral cord of my phone around my forefinger. “Look at your second paragraph, would you? Read it out loud. Go on now. Second. Paragraph. Can you tell me what is wrong with your second paragraph?”

(In case you’re wondering, “terrified” is the appropriate reaction here.)

My eyes tripped over the words. I felt heat rising in my ears. My stomach threatened to drop through the floor.

Then, with laser clarity,  I saw on newsprint what I hadn’t seen before on my computer screen. I saw what I had missed, and what my erudite editor had missed, and what the copy editors and the managing editor had missed.

“Do you s-eeeee, Mssss. Dukes, that you chose the word ‘rein’ when you clearly meant ‘reign’????”

Yeah. I saw it. I saw what I did. “Oh… um…” I stammered, groping for explanation — or at least someone else to blame for this blatant error.

But before I could say another word, she had hung up the phone.

I blushed approximately a million shades of red that morning in the newsroom, and her sharp needle of criticism popped my happy balloon.

But do me a favor. Don’t feel sorry for the young news reporter. And don’t get angry at that fiery defender of grammar who dialed me.

Norman Vincent Peale once said that the trouble with most people, is that we’d rather be ruined by praise, than saved by criticism.

All these years later, I’m sure of it: my professor was trying to save me from future embarrassment.

What We All Need to Know About Our Critics

Look. There will always be critics. Some are well-meaning; and some are, well, mean. 

But don’t let either of them stop you. Don’t stop making your art. Don’t stop writing your story. Don’t muzzle your voice, or consign your paint brushes, or bury your dreams in the cemetery of good intentions.

The only effective way to avoid criticism is to stop what you’re doing. To never write another blog post. Never float another idea to the committee. Never risk your approval rating by suggesting your rad idea to the boss. You know, just sort of co-exist with the status quo. Punch in for the day. Do your time, and shuffle through life flatly, so that no one notices when you walk through the turnstiles or when you leave. Because blending in is the best way to disappear.

But there’s a better way. Try this:

Make your crazy ripple.

Lose your fear of getting it wrong.

Let your creative impulses sweep over you like a tidal wave, and marvel at how beautiful it is underwater.

Trust the gift that God has given you, and then give it your all.

You might get it wrong. But you might just get it right.

And yeah… There will be critics. That’s okay. Some of your critics will dial you up, not because they want to pop your balloon, but because they want to make you better. Let that criticism change you for good.

And when mean people bash you with irrational, bewildering reproach? Do something completely mature like I do: Stick your fingers in your ears, pinch your eyes shut, and shout at the top of your little lungs: “lalalalalalalalala!”

Did you know that the enemy wins when your critics run you off the rails? Did you know that the enemy gets happy when critics make you kill your good ideas? Your inner critic is the great eraser of creativity, rubbing out your best stuff by holding the threat of bad reviews over your pretty head. So do this: Pull the erasers off of your critics.

Just do what you do, OK? Let your inner Woodward, or Bernstein, or Monet, or Beethoven fly. And know that you’ll make a mistake. It’s guaranteed.

Because life is full of cars and crooked smiles and out-of-place hairs and mixed metaphors. And that’s how we know we are truly human, and truly alive.

Sure. You might get the publishing deal, or the corner office, or the opportunity to share your song on that dreamy wood-planked stage downtown. You might get the front-page story, on your very first day on the job.

And even then? The phone might ring.

And before you answer it, you might stare at the phone for an extra second. Because you aren’t sure if you should be thrilled or terrified.

But because you know that your critics don’t own you anymore, you pick up the phone anyway.

#TellHisStory

Hey Tell His Story crew! It is a joy to gather here every week with you. The linkup goes live each Tuesday at 4 p.m. (CT). If you would use the badge on your blog, found here, that would be great! And if you would visit at least one other blogger in the link-up and encourage them with a comment, that would be beautiful! Be sure to check the sidebar later. I’ll be featuring one of you over there! Our featured writer this week is Debbie Putman. Her challenge to look for the wonder in every day is one I definitely need – and it reminds me of #TheHappinessDare! Find Debbie here. To be considered as our featured writer, be sure to use our badge or a link to my blog from your post. 🙂 xo Jennifer


 

by | February 16, 2016 | 55 comments

55 Comments

  1. Jody Ohlsen Collins

    Best line in here (one of oh-so-many) “Because blending in is the best way to disappear.”
    Perfect, spot on wonderfulness. (and the Nancy F. photo is just amazing.) Thank you, my friend.

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      Nancy is such a precious friend.

      As. Are. YOU. xo

      Reply
  2. Anita

    Oh, boy! Did I need this today! I’m my own worst critic and I need to put duct tape over my inner critic’s mouth. Thank you.

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      Ha! Me, too, Anita. Me, too.

      Reply
  3. Mary

    Your words were exactly the ones I needed to hear today! Thank you as always for opening up your heart and your home for all of us to sit awhile and soak in your words. They are truly a blessing!

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      So glad to hear this, Mary. You’re such a blessing.

      Reply
  4. Betsy Cruz

    What a wonderful encouragement today. Not to let those critics own us, but to let them make us better. I think I’m my own “worst” critic. Too often I let my inner editor stop me. I’m learning more about living freely.

    This makes me realize it’s also good to think about the feedback we give others. Are we squashing them down? Or encouraging?

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      Yes, often the loudest critic is the inner one.

      Reply
  5. Cheryl Smith

    Wow, this was such a wonderful encouragement to me right now. I can’t thank you enough for sharing what God placed upon your heart! God bless you, Jennifer. 🙂

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      God bless you, too, Cheryl. Thanks for being here.

      Reply
  6. Ellen Chauvin

    Loved this. Loved it! “Don’t stop writing your story…or muzzle your voice.” Amen, Jennifer, Amen!

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      Thanks for reading along, Ellen. xo

      Reply
  7. Leah Adams

    Trust the gift that God has given you, then give it your all. Love that!

    Reply
  8. Kathy/holyvacationqueen.com

    I love this story, and what a quirky teacher who would track you down with her red pen! Love the inspiration, too!! Great post!

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      Yeah. She was pretty quirky. This was totally NOT out of her character. But she truly was a phenomenal professor, one of the best, and I believe she was trying to make me better. Thanks for reading along, Kathy.

      Reply
  9. Cherry

    Beautiful – I love this story! Such good thoughts on handling criticism, and also on pride. Thanks for the encouragement to keep on doing what God has called us to do.

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      Thank you, Cherry.

      Reply
  10. Tiffany

    Nourishment for the soul right here, Jennifer. Reminds me of a quote by Theadore Roosevelt that hangs in my office “Its not the critic who counts…” It’s so long and you probably know it, but I love your words and I’m hanging them on my heart today. xo

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      Oh yeah. Thanks for sharing, Tiffany.

      Reply
  11. Tara Ulrich

    Love! Reminds me of the camp director who hired me to be a camp counselor thinking I’d only make it a few weeks. The next summer he shared how he didn’t think I’d make it the summer before but now he couldn’t get rid of me.

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      GREAT example. Love it, Tara.

      Reply
  12. Jen

    I needed these words. 🙂 So encouraging!

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      Thank you, Jen!

      Reply
  13. Anna Smit

    Such encouragement here. No, our critics don’t own us! Amen. If they did I’d be hiding in a corner, too scared to step out in faith. Have sent your words to a friend who I know will also be encouraged by them. Thank you!

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      I’m so glad you found value in these words and passed them along. Grateful to have you here, Anna.

      Reply
  14. Lisa notes

    Ouch. I’ve had those moments too—of feeling so proud of something I was brave enough to do, but then getting shot down for an error in it. (And I shoot myself down, too.) But you’re right that we don’t need to let that stop us. Everything we do, we do imperfectly. And that’s okay. It’s human. Let’s do it anyway. Thanks for the encouragement, Jennifer!

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      Thanks for reading along, Lisa. xo

      Reply
  15. Alisa Nicaud

    Wow, just wow Jennifer! You read my mail this morning! I love this “Because blending in is the best way to disappear.” That was me, and still can be at times. I’m feisty and bold and sometimes a little bossy…. those are not the characteristics of a good Southern girl. So many times I hide them. I don’t want to stand out, but blend in. Be just like everyone else. Yet this spunky girl keeps rearing her head, because that’s how God has created me. The insecurities want to make me run and hide, while God is saying, “Step out! I have your back. Don’t be afraid of who I’ve created you to be!” I can definitely be my own worst critic at times. LOVE, LOVE, LOVE this post!! Thanks for sharing.

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      For God has not given us a spirit of fear and timidity, but of power, love, and self-discipline. 2 Tim 1:7

      Get after it, Alisa! xo

      Reply
  16. Katie Reid

    Oh friend, your words speak straight to this try-hard and tender heart. Timely word to press on, thank you!

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      “try-hard and tender heart”

      We are twinning. 🙂

      Reply
  17. Joy Lenton

    Yay, yes and Amen!! Wow, what a stirring and timely word this is for me, Jennifer. These words in particular spoke straight to my insecure soul: “Trust the gift that God has given you, and then give it your all.” I’ll take them as reason enough to press past my inner critic and any others that might come out of the woodwork. Thank you so much for being faithful to the gift in you and helping us all so much as you share your beautiful, encouraging words. 🙂 x

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    • dukeslee

      Always a joy to have you here, Joy. I’m grateful for your friendship and your words with #tellhisstory.

      Reply
  18. Rebecca

    I needed this reminder. Don’t stop. Sometimes it’s that simple and that hard all at once.

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    • dukeslee

      Rebecca, Thanks for reading along this week. Glad these words offered a reminder that you needed.

      Reply
  19. Trudy Den Hoed

    Ouch! That must have hurt terribly. But I’m glad you didn’t stop writing, Jennifer. I really needed to hear this. I think my inner critic is the worst critic in my life. Maybe I should try that “lalalalalalalalala!” to the irrational critic within me. 🙂 I have to keep reminding myself to listen to who God says I am in Christ instead of to those negative voices. Thank you for the encouragement to trust the gifts God gives us and to lose that fear of getting it wrong.

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      That prof had a tendency to make those kinds of calls. She always kind of scared me in college, but at the same time, I had a ton of respect for her and learned more in my classes with her than I did in almost any other class.

      Reply
  20. Meg Bucher

    “You might get it wrong. But you might just get it right.”
    Tears stung my eyes while I read this post, because I’m not sure which of these scares me more. God is calling me hard and the devil is sprinting after me. Is God telling me to move or is the devil urging me to run away. Sometimes, it’s scary confusing.
    “I might just get it right.”
    I pray that for my life. I want to want what He wants for my life.
    That’s a powerful string of hope to hold on to.
    Happy Wednesday,
    Megs

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      Dear Lord,

      Be near to Meg this day. Give her the courage to step forward into what you’re calling her to do. In her weakness, be her strength. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

      Reply
      • Meg Bucher

        Thank you so much for praying for me. That’s just so awesome. Bless you!!!

        Reply
  21. Angela Howard

    You have no idea how I needed to read this today! Perfect advice and the wisdom I needed to keep pressing on. Thank you!

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      It’s always so encouraging to hear when words are well-timed. Glad for you being here.

      Reply
  22. Kristi Woods

    Oh, I cringed at the woman’s words, then stood tall when you helped swoop us back aright, Jennifer. Gosh, the words of others and their impact! It’s crazy. I liked this tip best, but enjoyed and gleaned from the whole post: “Trust the gift that God has given you, and then give it your all.”

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      I’m glad the words found you, Kristi!

      Reply
  23. Rebekah

    Thank you Jennifer, for sharing this story. Earlier today I was “wishing” for a loving critic, because that is how we are strengthened and improve. It takes courage for someone to give this kind of loving criticism with the intent to build others up.

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    • dukeslee

      I hadn’t thought about that, Rebekah … the courage that it takes to offer the loving criticism. So true.

      Reply
  24. Dolly @ Soulstops.com

    Jennifer,
    Love how you ended it with: “But because you know that your critics don’t own you anymore, you pick up the phone anyway.” Such power and freedom to be able to do that…wow…thanks for being brave and being you 🙂

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      You are welcome, dear friend. And hey … so fun to have you joining in on #TheHappinessDare!

      Reply
  25. June

    Great pep talk, Jennifer! One we all need to hear, sometimes daily. Blessings.

    Reply
    • dukeslee

      Thanks for reading along, June.

      Reply
  26. Sue Donaldson

    Super post – and so true!!! (still scary at times…) pinned your great pins. Thanks, jennifer.

    Reply
  27. Dawn

    As always, you have touched a chord that runs deep… one that is undeniably a universal weakness. But the reality that we have a choice how to take the criticism is something we tend to forget, isn’t it? Thankful for your willingness to be transparent here, to be a light bearer and lead with grace.
    Blessings!
    Dawn

    Reply
  28. Lori Schumaker

    Such perfect words for this questioning soul today! Thanks, Jennifer 🙂
    Hugs,
    Lori

    Reply
  29. Jessica Smith Bolyard

    Ohhhhh, how I needed this. You really spoke to my heart today. Thank you.

    Reply

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