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Wednesday 5th June 2013

#TellHisStory: When The Story You’re Holding is More than Mere Words

The Bible’s gold-edged pages fan out on the kitchen counter, like an invitation to dine, to savor.

And I do. I devour old words.

This is the best meal I’ve had in a long time. It’s one of those days when a second-helping isn’t enough, when you know that a soul can emaciate without this. Sometimes, it’s feast or famine around here with the Scriptures. And I know it’s not right, but that’s the truth. I need a steady diet; I know that.

I’ve had this particular meal of words before, but I hunch over top of these words, like I’ve never tasted them before. You know that feeling? Like it’s the first time you laid eyeballs on some passage, and – pow — it smacks you somewhere under your ribs, to rattle your soul.

These were the words-like-thunder that did it to me:

“In the beginning was the Word,
and the Word was with God,
and the Word was God.”
– John 1:1

These words pierce me through, all over again, marinate on the inside, pour over me.

And I’m smitten with the One who crafted these lines,
fulfilled these lines,
was and
IS these very lines.

The Word was God.

What am I tasting here? What is this?

Why is He called the Word?

I consider reading the study notes or consulting the commentaries, but that would be like asking for the recipe before really taking a bite. I want to test my palate first, want to talk it over with the Cook. Want to savor every bite.

Right now, I don’t need Google; I need God.
I don’t need commentary; I need Christ. 

I light a candle, and in shimmering light, something flames up in me, too. The Word is living and active, and I want to plumb its depths.

With words.

I grab a pencil and a scrap of paper.  I doodle, swirling sloppy loops and letters and names. Every word I write is a Jesus word: Messiah, Creator, Alpha and Omega.

I write the names of God.

With every pencil stroke, I taste more of the Word. I’m seeing it come together like a picture, how you can’t separate the God-man from the Word, the Logos – λόγος. With words, God spoke all Creation into being and wrote His Son into the story in an unexpected twist –

The Word became flesh.

Word became man, with tear-ducts and fingertips and wisdom teeth and sinews and DNA and fingerprints and elbows that could skin, and tonsils that could swell. He became man with shoulders broad enough to carry a cross up a hill.

Logos became a person, and I press lead to paper imagining the absurdity of a King wanting to exchange Heaven for this rancorous place.

I shake my head, awed and grateful. I write more words: Yeshua. Savior. Sustainer. Perfect Sacrifice. Bread of Life. Is there no end to who He is?

Word, who existed in the beginning, swirled through the cosmos down to Earth. And somewhere on Earth a mama whispered a word: “Emmanuel.”

I scratch that name down, too.

I write more words, all the names for God that I can think of, and still it’s not enough. There just aren’t enough words to define the undefinable. … But on the page, I see it clear –

He’s coming more alive to me.

See now, these ancient words? See them here?

They are more than letters dropped on pages.

These words are a Person.

“The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the One and Only, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth.”
– John 1:14

 

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Just a small post from the archive. Battling illness here.
 

What name of God means most to you today? 

 



So, what’s your Story? A #TellHisStory is any story that connects your story into the story of God.

For details on the #TellHisStory linkup, click here: http://jenniferdukeslee.com/tell-his-story/. Be sure to find someone (or two) in the link-up to encourage with a comment. Come back on Friday to visit our Featured #TellHisStory, in the sidebar.

Your words matter to God. They matter to people. And they matter to me!

~Jennifer



  • http://www.emilywierenga.com emily wierenga

    Right now, I don’t need Google; I need God.
    I don’t need commentary; I need Christ.

    Oh Jennifer. This is how I feel lately too. YES. Preach it sister.

    • http://gravatar.com/belovedjoy Amy Hunt

      oh, me too! Me, too!

    • http://dgreentorres.wordpress.com Dolores E. Torres-Green

      Same here Emily….:( Dolores E. Torres-Green

    • dukeslee

      Thanks Em … When I get stuck in study, I am so often tempted to quickly go Google for an answer or thumb through the commentaries. Which isn’t bad. But I sense that God wants me to just sit with it for a while. To just sit with HIM.

  • http://meetyouinthemorning.blogspot.com Dea Moore

    Bridegroom–because He is a person. I am his bride and oh how, I want to be with him in the fullness that sits on the edge of my knowing–and being known.

    • dukeslee

      And won’t that wedding feast just knock our socks off, Dea?

  • http://hisnlovingembrace.wordpress.com Mia

    Dear Jennifear
    Abba, Pappa is the name that stand out above all the other names! Thise two names are filled with so much compassion and love!
    Blessings.
    Mia

    • dukeslee

      Thanks for being here, Mia… I love the Abba name … reminds me that I’m always my Heavenly Dad’s little girl.

  • http://www.facebook.com/alicia.bruxvoort Alicia Bruxvoort

    Dear Jennifer, seeing your words emerge on the page as a person just set my love for Jesus aflame all over again. It’s CRAZY and SCANDALOUS- the way He chases us. One of my favorite names right now is El Roi, the God who sees. In a world that is a constant blur, I’m so grateful for One who sees me, my children, my tiny life on this spinning globe. Love the way you love Him, friend!

    • dukeslee

      El Roi … Yes. One of my favorites too. At times when I’ve felt completely invisible, I know that God still sees me.

  • http://lisanotes.blogspot.com/ Lisa notes…

    “I AM” – That’s the Name that always, always gets me. So much in that.

    Love this: “Right now, I don’t need Google; I need God.
    I don’t need commentary; I need Christ.”
    Beautiful post today, Jennifer (as always).

    • dukeslee

      Yes…. The I Am. Yahweh, YHVH. Yahweh holds a very special place in my heart. Long story, but I have a Y scar on my leg, and it reminds me of God’s sovereignty over all things.

  • http://twitter.com/KrisCamealy Kris Camealy (@KrisCamealy)

    Jennifer, sweet friend, this is beautiful, and so very much needed here today… thank you. Praying for you and your family. Love you.

    • dukeslee

      Thank you, Kris. We’re feeling better now. An unexpected late-season bout with cold and fever and aches and general Yuck.

  • http://adifferentstory.net Lyla Willingham Lindquist

    Oh, gee. I remember this. I loved that drawing of Logos man then. Still love it now. :)

    • dukeslee

      Thank you, Lyla. I didn’t know if anyone would remember. It’s about three years old. :)

      • http://monicasharman.wordpress.com monicasharman

        I remember too! “Logos man” :)

        Love the graphic you made up there.

      • http://monicasharman.wordpress.com monicasharman

        And of course, get well right away!

  • http://beingwovenzephaniah317.wordpress.com Being Woven

    Oh! I am speechless, Jennifer. This picture truly speak to me and draws me closer to the Word. Praise God for your time with HIm and sharing it with us. I will be pondering this all day! Caring through Christ, ~ linda

  • http://3dlessons4life.wordpress.com Lyli @ 3dLessons4Life

    That is one beautiful way to capture Scripture visually… Wow!

  • http://threewaylight.blogspot.com/ Jody Lee Collins

    I’m with Emily……preach it! I have to have the word in my hand, to underline and cross reference and all. I love the way you made the ‘body’ out of words–so fun, Jennifer. My favorite word for God right now? El Roi–the God who Sees.

  • http://soulstops.com Dolly@Soulstops

    Jennifer,
    LOVE it…Yes, it is unfathomable that He gave up heaven to be us…and what a gift when He makes His Words come alive in new ways for us…what continual grace…Thanks for sharing, my friend :)

  • http://soulstops.com Dolly@Soulstops

    Oops, forgot to say “Emmanuel” means the most to me lately…

  • http://confidentingrace.wordpress.com Jen Stults

    This is absolutely beautiful. :)

  • http://www.facebook.com/lschontos Linda Chontos

    I have had that nudging to draw closer to the Word Jennifer. I am the same way – feast or famine. I remember this one and it is just as powerful the second time around.
    Praying you feel better soon. xoxo

  • http://www.myspaciousplace.com S. Rae

    love it! :) indescribable God!

  • http://tuningmyhearttopraise.blogspot.com/ ro elliott

    This is beautiful… I love the the shape His all His names formed…Yes…the Word is living…alive…and cannot be contained words…letters… oh one name…each season seems to have it’s special aspect of who He is…right now Redeemer…I have been in a season of reflection…and all I can see is His Redeeming Grace in every pain, sorrow and joy. Blessings Jennifer~

    • dukeslee

      Praying for you, in this season of reflection, Ro.

  • http://www.littlebirdieblessings.blogspot.com/ Abby

    Jennifer, this is a beautiful post. I love your photography, but the sketch of the names of the Lord is beyond description. It’s a powerful statement. I can’t wait to show “my” teen girls this Sunday. I pray you’re feeling better soon. Thanks for your ministry here. You are a blessing to many.

    • dukeslee

      Abby, I just now added an edited, filtered version of the drawing, (along with Scripture reference) at the very end of the post, if you prefer to use that one. :)

  • Marina Bromley

    Wow! Love this writing; the whole idea of His names, so powerful.

    It may have been a draw from the archives, but it was ordained for today.

    Thanks for sharing… I’m praying for healing for y’all…

  • http://www.justfollowingjesus.com Elizabeth Stewart

    Get well, friend! I’m glad you reposted this one, I love it!

  • http://wastelandtograceland.com aljung72

    I had never seen this post before. So glad I caught it today. Absolutely beautiful.

  • Jillie

    “Redeemer”, for He has redeemed my life from the pit and set my feet upon solid rock.
    This is beautiful, Jennifer. Thank you for re-sharing this amazing post!
    “And there are also many other things which Jesus did,[and which Jesus IS], which if they were written in detail, I suppose even the world itself would not contain the books that would be written.” (John 21:25)

  • http://www.deib.co.uk/charityinsurance.asp David Edwards Insurance

    This is a very touching article.

  • http://gravatar.com/donnablum Donna blum

    Thank you Jennifer. I’ve never seen anything like this before…amazing! Psalm 148:13 says, “Let them praise the name of the LORD: for his name alone is excellent; his glory [is] above the earth and heaven.” I am currently reading a book about the names of God. One of my favorites is YAHWEH-ROHI meaning The Lord Our Shepherd – After David pondered his relationship as a shepherd to his sheep, he realized that was exactly the relationship God had with him, and so he declares, “Yahweh-Rohi is my Shepherd. I shall not want” (Psalm 23:1). I love that God is constantly with us, watching over us, guiding us, protecting us, providing for us and loving us. It is more difficult to pinpoint my favorite name for Christ. Since I am doing a Bible study on John right now, “LIGHT OF THE WORLD” comes to mind. John 8:12: When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.” I want to walk in His light and reflect His light to others…just like you are doing my dear friend. Get well soon!

  • http://simplydarlene.com Simply Darlene

    that image…

    that is it.

    Blessings.
    (feel better soon, miss JDL)

  • http://www.aintnomountaintoohigh.blogspot.com Kelly Greer

    Ah, but you have chosen the better thing, my friend. Linking up and praying to the God who is everything! A few of those glorious names came to mind in my story for the day about trusting Him for more than I can ask for or imagine!
    Hugs,
    Kelly

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  • tricia ashley

    Abba Father, I am His bride….His presence so real in times of broken hearted pain. Considering all the names that He is too me brings an overflow of grateful love that He could even care for me. Then He says…I Delight in you!

  • http://lynnmosher.com Lynn Mosher

    Oh, my! Your word image strikes at my heart! Awesome! How do I choose one name? They are all so wonderful. I think, right now, the name would be Lord. It keeps me on my knees. Blessings to you and I’m praying you recover quickly!

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